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24 avril 3rd time.. After thinking for 2days, i decided to reject him again. Y? bcz i think he's not suitable for me, and vice versa. True, initially im giving him chances, letting him win over my heart from 'him'. He almost did, but alas he failed. Not becz of 'him', but bcz i think both me n him arent really ready for more "closer" relationship yet. Cant advanced to nxt lvl kut. haha.. He's confused of cz, after all i told him my decision during exam period. Hopefully wont affect his 2ml's ppr. Im evil rite - rejecting ppl who got important n hard-to-score-ppr 2ml. Sumo reject him 3x d.. Tengah jual mahal ma.. Kaka.
MAYBE the tongsui wasnt effective laaa... kakaka~ 21 avril Ish..Mafan phone blog dun let mi complete my blog in 1 piece. Y? Cz my blog too long wo. *sob2.. Hav2chop in2 3 parts, making mi lost my beauty sleep. T.T wil re-edit to make it into 1 piece when i online usin lappie. Haih.. Nite2 everyone.. Beautiful sunset (re-edit) Didnt do wel in exam jz nw. Outta 4Q, can ONLY do 1Q confidently. D rest, hamtam! Really felt like giving up while doin d Q halfway. Haih.. So upset til i terus 'bungkus' d notes of d subj examined jz nw n threw it away. Plus it was raining cats n dogs aftr my ppr finished. Wel, actually it rained AFTER i reached ma room. Went2had a bath to calm myself but to no avail. I was dwn, but pretended2b normal in front of ppl.
At around 7sumthin my roomie n i went dwn2cafe 2hv dinner. D rain has stopped dat time. Feeling dwn, while walking, i took a look at d sky n to my surprise, i saw sumthin so beautiful, so breathtaking. It was d scenery of sunset. Wel, i cant c d sun disappear in2 thin horizon s im not at d seaside, but i could see d rays -d sun goldren rays soaring out, brightening d dark blue sky - making d sky looked tranquil n serene. D scene sumhow calm mi n made mi stres-n-wory-free. It was like wanting mi2umderstand behind every dark, ugly, despair, failure & frustration, there's stil glimpse of hope, goodnes, happines n success waitin4u. 'Every cloud has silver lining..' Seeing dis rays really instilled new hope in mi.. Suddnly i felt much better. I began2smile, c things in beautiful n positive ways n totally burdenles! I think neither countles sweet tongsui nor rm1mil cash money could make mi so peaceful n hapy. Ahh.. Luv nature so much.. 18 avril Kamtung by tong sui?DIE.. I felt touched abit by him d. T.T jz nw while havin dinner wiv bunch of frens at cafe (he was there),i jz sae i wan tongsui s dessert n 'kacau' him by msg-ing him dat i wan Sentosa's tongsui s i noe he wont purposely go out n buy4mi. But den,i was wrong! He dgn senyap-senyapnya drove out n called mi when he reached there,askin mi wat tongsui i wan. I was totally speechles n kinda kamtung. I asked him,'y mafan urself? U sudhv study s u gt examinatn 2ml..' Noe what he replied? 'i feel like doin sumthin4u,so i go n buy la..' AND hairannya,d tongsui was 'kinda' sweet when i drank it. Sweet til i hv2add water to de-sweeten d tongsui. *smack forehead... 17 avril Stress...Currently very stressed! Got lotsa things in my mind dat caused few strands of my darkbrown hair turned white! *horrified! Those problems im worryin bt are :-
1. Exam! - studied so much but stil cant penetrate brain. Die la.. How2get gud results?! Nid2pul up my cgpa le.. T.T
2. Bout 3rd yr accommodatn. - i kena 'kicked' by dis 'haulian' coll d. So nid2 5 hs to stay nxt sem. T.T Been lookin4few days-alas found one d,but d owner mcm reluctant2rent2students cz of bad xperience he had wiv students b4. ¤owner,v're very gud n clean-loving person! Rent2u ba.. *sob2..
3. Him - unknowingly n knowingly im givin him chances. He did show lotsa concern n shower mi wiv luv. (mayb courting session al guys r like dat). Keep remindin myself not2fal4him. I cant luv him cz he makes mi feel loved rite?i nid2luv him bcz of him,like wat towards my ex. Therefore,im stres cz i duno where he stands in my heart. Hopefully he din conquer my heart YET. Nah, he din yet. Long way to go. :p
4. My health - recently i feel dat im kinda weak. Ezily succumb2sicknes. Often i gt headache,which feel like bangin wal to ease it (dun wory,i wont). Hand's skin gt worst. Pimples keep popping! How gross! Zz.. Mayb i nid a very gud rest - ample sleep + gud diet. Haih.. 10 avril Easter bunnies n eggsWas chatting with liyong in the afternoon and she was telling me bout the easter celebration in Melbourne. She tempted me with all those easter chocos she had yesterday, the caramel, milk, dark chocos, kinder eggs with come with small toys, etc etc.. Ish.. jelusnya.. Then i was like, does ppl paint eggs on this day? Then what wil they do with it? Eat it? Throw it? It'll be such a waste to throw it, but if u eat a painted egg, wont it b toxic? So, i searched about it and came across this website telling me about the easter candies.. I found myself craving for those sweets.. Liyong! send me choco eggs..... haih..
See this??
 and this??  The 1st pic is the bunny-shaped candy, the 2nd pic is called Hot Cross Buns. Why they called them Hot Cross Buns? Well, cz according to the site, the cross on the bun there with the cross representing the four quarters of the moon and many customs, traditions, superstitions, and claims of healing and protection from evil were associated with the buns. Cha dou? me too..
Next, we have BAKED PRETZEL...
Well, i never tried this before. Wonder what it taste like. According to this site, this baked food is also a symbol of Easter goodness. Quoted, "Its very design, consisting of twists, was seen to resemble arms that were crossed in prayer." I was kinda shocked to know that Jelly Bean is associated to Easter Bunny! How? Their egg-like shape lo. *pengsan...  Ahh.. so colourful n yummy....Hmm.. the site did mention about other candy companies fighting to be in the Easter candy's categories.. Among the candy companies is M&M's.. But i thought M&M's are round? Guess they hav to come with new candy which is oval in shape to be listed as Easter candy. But what wil they call them? OM&OM's? [O=oval] Haha..
Last but not least, we have Easter choco eggs! Well, well.. why choco eggs u all may ask? Y not v eat the real egg? Coz since early 1800s, people luv chocolate. So, the smartpants in German/France figured out a way to earn big money! That's by making the chocolate into the shape of the egg and create a new way to celebrate Easter. Soon, the choco eggs began to 'appear' in every cities n kampungs. Everyone seems cant resist this choco eggs. So, since the choco eggs gained so much popularity among human beings, the chocolatiers began to make choco bunnies, choco birds, and all other sorts of spring and Easter based symbols. Damn, they're good at earning money. Imagine how many choco eggs are consumed on Easter day?
Ok, let me blog abit bout the connection of the egg n easter. The symbol of the egg had been a pagan symbol representing fertility and re-birth in pagan times. Quoted,
"It had been adopted as part of the Christian Easter festival and it came to represent the ‘resurrection’ or re-birth of Christ after the crucifixion and some believe it is a symbol of the the stone blocking the Sepulcher being ‘rolled’ away."
[btw, can anybody explain bout the "stone blocking the Sepulcher thingy?"]
 Colourful choco eggs  Choco bunny!  Milk Chocolate Bunnies The Choco Eggs Well, i was told by Liyong that there are big but hollow eggs, small but solid eggs, eggs with small gift inside, eggs with 'stuff'[caramels, nuts].. According to the site, the first chocolate eggs were solid, followed by hollow eggs. And the chocolatier in past had to use paste made from ground roasted Cacao beans. Luckily, by the 19th Century, they discovered a modern chocolate-making process and improved mass manufacturing methods. If not, we wont be able to indulge in chocos. In short, I luvvvv chocos~
p/s - the history of the easter candies, i got it from this : http://www.failedsuccess.com/index.php?/weblog/comments/easter_candy_history/
p/ss - the last 4 pics i got it from Chocodelphia Chocolate Gift Shop. If interested, buy them there~ [http://www.chocodelphia.com]
[sorry, forgotten how to use HTML d.. haih....]
8 avril haih..y d thoughts came bak? Y?
mayb i sud really move on...
mayb i sud sae yes to him...
mayb....
mayb not...
HAIH... im so CONFUSED!
n so FAN.....
help me..
get me out from this dilemma!!! 5 avril DilemmaHe confessed..
I was speechles..
He asked..
I trembled..
Thus, i ran..
He watched hopelessly |
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