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February 28 Not d usual mi..2day im totally not myself. I talk softly(my voice usually loud), i being gentle n polite2frens especially (normally i yel at them), i went dwn2help ppl drawin banner (normally i'l find excuse/reluctantly go dwn) n i did tutorial4no reason! (i wont touch it unles 2ml is d tut clas/durin exam wk).. N these days,i feel so tired n sleepy n lifeles.. Duno wat's happenin2mi.. Mayb z not enuf for days d.. February 24 It ends tonight..Dis is it.. I've decided to let him go 4eva. V'l neva b 2gthr again. He dun love mi d. I no longer in his heart. Moreover y sud he luv mi anymore? He said i hurt him. Since i've hurt him, it's reasonable for him to forget me n stop loving me. Therefore, i shal really let him go. I'l not speak bt him anymor in d blog. He shal b 4gotten. Hopefully, dis is d last time i cried 4 him. No mor cryin. AND hopefully i dun think bt him anymor.. Im really tired, really tired of this d.. It need2end nw! IT'S USELES STIL LIKIN A GUY WHO NO LONGER LIKES U! Dat's y it's time2reli lepaskan him........ February 22 Bleedin..My old wound bleeds again. Help needed seriously. It's gettin worse. Nid immediate attention. haih~ can sum1 heal d wound? February 18 HAPPY PIG CHINESE NEW YEAR!!! HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL CHINESE OUT THERE~~~ Gong hei fatt choy! May the year of boar [piggie] brings lotsa PROSPERITY n HEALTHY n WEALTH n IMPROVEMENT n HAPPINESS n LUCK n LOTSA GOOD GOOD GOOD STUFF to u all... May u b like a pig.. eat well, live well n sleep well" or "may u "FATT" like a pig.. FATT! FATT! FATT!" Fatt in this verse means prosper/get wealthy..
To me, this year's CNY is abit rush. Everything was did last minute. We rushed to C4 for cny's food-buying-in-bulk last min shopping on friday nite, then over to p.malam at raja uda to buy ingredients for the reunion dinner at 12midnite.. The decoration was finally up yesterday, the spring cleaning was over at 7pm yesterday, n everyone went to bath while i still cooking at dat time.. FINALLY, i finished cooking at 7.30pm! BUT den i din hav time to bath cz hav to brush n scrub all those pots n pans.. -.-"
So the reunion dinner started at 8pm.. Started off with YUM YUM YUM YUM YUM YUM YUM YUM SENGGGGG instead off lorr yee sang... T.T everyone dine n wine til 9sumthing.. den moved to the tv room where v watched all those LIVE shows [from HK, Taiwan, China].. At midnite, d prayers n offerings began n sumthing interesting happened.. ERm.. didnt really know how to explain but d joss sticks my mum bought for 'teh jiu kong' gave off small sparks dat round the joss-stick.. not dat SPARKS out d joss sticks like wat fireworks shot out from its shell.. haih.. forget it.. i might as well show d video clip here IF i can upload it here.. [very pc pak zhi.. so must take some time to figure this out.. hehe] After playing with husky,my doggie, n watching fireworks n tv show, my eyes no longer open so i decided to sleep at 1sumthing, but den SOMEONE called me up chat wiv me til 2sumthin baru lepaskan me... SOB SOB SOB...
2day woke up at 8sumthin, but bcz feeling soooo TIRED, i tidur balik n woke up at 10++am.. Went down to greet my parents HCNY, den bathed n got ready for ANGPOW GIVING SESSION.. after dat terus went granny's house... hav STEAMBOAT for lunch den dey all 'open table' d.. Hang around there for 4 hours den went to Queensbay to buy some stuff den went back home n SLEEP.. Too tired to do anything d.. T.T
Aiyo.. later hav to sleep early... 2ml goin to granny's house o... so cant jam til late at nite d.. haiya..... so sad.. plan to uplvl til lv40 b4 going bak um tim.. now duno can reach lv38 onot..
Gonna stop bloggin now.. wil blog more on cny events IF i got time laaa.... got ALOT to do this week ma! darn bz oo... hehe~
So everyone....
GONG XI FATT CHAI~
February 16 haih.. i din miss him.. jz thinking of him... thinking whether he reached bw d? thinking he's safe onot? thinking how's he recently.. honestly, im not sure whether i stil got feeling for him onot.. for sure, i stil k bout him, but sumtimes he's so menyampah dat i feel like cekik-ing him.. if v reconcile, will v b happily ever after? or bcome worst?
as for another person, wheneva go out wiv him. i feel like d small gal again.. alwz laugh nonstop, feel sweet nia.. he wont complain bout me getting fat nor d way i look.. seriously im happy wiv him, but im not sure whether he's the one.. i sked same thing will happen again..
im aware of DIS fella. owz by my side, accompanying me, guarding me.. his hints r very strong, but havnt reveal his feeling yet.. THANK BUDDHA... but EVERYONE knows it.. i know oso.. jz i keep on signalling - closed market.. i treat him coldly n badly.. i ade 'see' him as fren, dun think wil able to 'see' him as bf/hubby.. haih... WIL he able to give me happiness/xin fu if i b wiv him?
recently im closed to this fren of mine.. earlier when got to know him, he left a good impression. but after knowing him, oso leave a good impression. jz minus here n there abit la... aldo feel like vomiting when wanna talk to him, but den he really good n sincere plus hav a very 'lame' sense of humour.. haha.. but cant 'touch' him.. fren ade book.. i b 'mui yan' nia.. lol~
d 3rd person i mentioned in my blog months ago ade disappeared in my life long time ago.. dun think will b able to c him again.. plus, ade hav no feeling nor memories bout him. so, those kepo-chis, dun think too much a.. no more guesses ok?
MAYBE i sud let all of them go.. and find new one... good idea rite? hehe~ AT LAST... AT LAST!!! I found my RED SHOES!!!! Fuh~ i've been looking for the red shoes to go wiv my red dress for 3 weeks d n ALAS i found it at Queensbay, Penang.. It's a red wedge from Vincci.. Initially i wanted to buy a pink shinny ballet flat shoe 1.. but mike said if wears dat pump wiv skirt wont b nice.. i doubt his taste, but den bcz i prefer this red wedgel over d pink shinny flats, i bought d red 1.. happy-nya~
2 more days to go... Den it's NEW YEAR d.. happy.. cant wait... 2nite wiv go nite market n buy ingredients for 2ml nite's reunion dinner.. Yup, i'll cook for reunion dinner.. will cook 6 dishes.. my parents will prepare 2 more dishes.. So, in total v'l hav 8 dishes.. yippie... yummy~
AIks.. Eyes wanna close d.. gudnite everyone.. will blog more 2ml hopefully.. hehe
February 14 Zzz...Cant believe dis! I cant believe dat i stil loathe him! Damn him.. I 'TRY' TO B NICE.. I try2b frenly,but stil deep dwn inside i hate him. Haih.. Dis is it.. I gues beta 'yat chang liong tuen'.. Haih... Mayb i sud go oversea n study? Change in environment mite help..Mayb i sud spoil my hippocampus n 4get evrythin? But there's risk of 4gettin my own identity.. Mayb i sud 5 anthr pelampong n move on.. Den only i can heal faster i gues.. But i dun feel like jumpin in2 a r/ship nw..i dunwan 'pisang berbuah kali kedua'.. I M SUFFERIN! I noe d cause but duno wat's best way2prevent it.. Haih... Swt February 13 v-day oh v-day Unrealising-ly, tomorrow is valentine's day.. while everyone in lovey-dovey mood, im in sien sien mood.. haha.. this's d first time i celebrate v-day alone after celebrating it wiv 'lurv ones' bout 4years.. SO, wat m i goin to do tomorrow? probabbly stay home either watching tv or online jamming le.. or go out for dinner with my parents? ah.. mayb my parents will go pakthor 2ml, den wat for i go along.. become lamp post nia.. too bad my S&A gal/guy-frens not here.. if not, might hav an ALL SINGLES VALENTINE PARTY/GET-TOGETHER.. sud b fun rite? hehe..
Moved my stuff from old house to new house in d afternoon.. While looking through d books/toys/STUFF, i stumble upon a 'THING' dat i supposed to gip him as a valentine gift last year. Didnt do finish yet dat THING.. den i found few unfinished work too.. n den i realised i've been sooo LAZY all d while.. always do things HALF-WAY.. haih.. hangat-hangat tahi ayam betui...
Back to dat THING, now im thinking whether to gip him onot since dat THING is meant for him.. but gip him oso no use ler.. he might throw it in dustbin.. if so, i rather gip to orphan lo.. haha..
[to him] : So, u wan dat THING onot r?
Somehow.. i could guess he'll sae "Nonid la.. u keep it laa.. or u gip other ppl lor...." Zzzzz.. Swt swt.. there goes all my hardwork.. February 10 back back back.. im BACK d!!! BACK home lerrr.... Home Sweet Home... jz 1 thing i dun like... no freedom... sigh~ cant go out at nite d.... no more nite-outing... sien la.. but nvm la.. can jam enuf d.. wakaka~ February 08 Ops..im wrong..Just when i thought i d 4get it,d images of d past flashed in my mind... It dun mean i stil cling2past rite?it dun mean dat i stil mis him rite?Haiyo.... Angeline, SAT PAI betui a u...
Sigh..i mis his 'ngokphewey'.. N 'huggybear'.. :p February 07 Am i totally heal?Twice he called my 017 using his 016,twice i wondered who was d caller b4 answerin..there was once i asked him,'who r u?' tim.. Am i completely heal? Does dis indicate dat i've 4gotten bt him? True,i stil abit manja sumtimes when talkin to him,but i gues it doesnt mean dat i stil clingin on d past rite? I believe in 'a little flirt does no harm.' haha.. I gues that's it.. Im free from his shadow! Mayb he's free since months ago..probbly seeing sum1 else tim..haha.. February 03 another boring blogggg... Yesterday my mind was full of IDEAs n LOTSA LOTSA CRAPs to blog.. but 2day? POOF! gone in d wind... haih.. mayb i dun hav d urge to blog kuaaaaa..... blame who? blame d WIFI here la.. suddenly down down down.. only can online at CC... ZZzzzzz~
Btw, yesterday our Black Tangerine Family reunion dinner went VERY WELL.. Alot of ppl came. And all dressed in RED.. ERm.. almost all.. some din manage to get d RED CLOTHING message.. lol.. D food was great, d cameras are clicking nonstop, lotsa 'noise pollution' was 'generated'. In short everyone was in joyous mood! THEN it was d TIME to giv out d ANGPOWs... The 'Great Grandmas' [4th yr], The 'Grandpas n grandmas' [3rd yr]n d 'loutau n lou ma chi' [2nd yr] took turn to giv out angpows to d young ones [1st yr].. Imagine how many angpows d luilui-s n zaizai-s got yesterday? [but den d angpows din contain $.. jz a symbolic giving.. KAKAKA!]
Well, dun feel like blog on d.. will blog other day using my hp, i suppose.. [since d WIFI so lousy d] adieu... |
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