Having gastrc nw. Din take dinner til 12midnite only eat. Rushed2 7th coll 2c MKC. Dat's y din eat lo..So darn painful til i cud only sit bak on d hard plastic chair with both my legs on d table 2 ease d pain.. ade applied 'minyak angin cap kapak', which make my stomach not TOO painful. it's workin,i cud feel beta abit but stil in pain.. T.T Hopefully wil feel beta soon.. If not,i hav2go UH d..

           Nw im in bus,on my way bak to kl.. Sigh~ hate takin bus. Ntg much i can do except4sleeping,readin notes,listenin2mp3,bloggin usin hp n DAYDREAMIN.. I've slept, read my notes, STIL listenin2mp3, so only things left is daydreamin s im bloggin nw.kaka.. Wel,sumwhere d period aftr readin notes n b4 dozed off, i did ter'think bt him.. Duno y. Suddnly think how happy v were last time. Sumtimes i wonder do i feel regret lettin him go? But wat4 i regret over sumtin dat has passed. Wat matters nw is i'l keep al those sweet n 'sour' moments in my heart. i did cherish d time v hv 2gthr. He might think i din appreciate him,but im d type of person who dun noe how2show appreciatn. Indeed,i was hapy bein wiv him. He thought i was ALWAYS happy mingle wiv othr ppl,guys particularly. But he din noe at d end of day,he's d one i go to..not others.. How naive of him, thinkin i'l b happy in other guy's company when i was wiv him. If i did,i wouldnt start dat r/ship or would hv leave him from start.. Sigh.. I almst shed tears nw. Tambah plak,nw d nw playin leehow's 'kis gudbye', tambah sad. Kaka. Nw since 'everythin' is over d, i jz wan2b gudfren wiv him..n i dunwan start any r/ship til im fully recover..cant afford2b hurt anymor.. Market totally shut down. Closed. Shit. Nw playin 'ni ma mo ai ta' plak. T.T Suddnly hands feel like jamming... Die.. Addicted AGAIN.. Almst lvl30 le.. Almst there...i can feel it.. Lol. Haih. But go bak coll cant jam 1.. Connectn damn poor. Upsetting-NYA.....

Had an terrible car accident jz nw.. A car in front suddnly brake cz let a car frm d left junctn wheeled to d main road.. Wel,i was drivin at moderate speed,so i managed2brake in time. BUT UNLUCKILY,d lorry behind mi cudnt do so n RAM into d bak of my car (my sis's car to b precise). D impact was so great dat it made my car to move forward n hit d car in front of mine.. N d bak of my head was hit against d head rest so hard til i felt d pain til nw.. (d accident happened an hr ago!) T.T d results of d BANG was devastating.. What would happen to d kelisa dat was 'sandwich-ed' between a lorry n a wira when accident occured? Of cz d front n back parts of my car al KEMEK! Both d brek lights n back lights al broken into pieces.. Even d car plate at d bak 'kecai' too.. D front 1 broken in2 two! Terrible.. I 4got2take d pics of my car jz nw duno y. Mayb my brain kena bang too n caused mi cant think efficiently d. Kaka.. But luckily i din got hurt at al,jz suffer from 'dizziness'.. Wel,i OWZ suffer from headache,so dis's kinda 'normal' i gues. Dunhv2c doc la..

Another catastrophe struck mi! D upm-s only wil start dis cny holiday on 17th feb! Utar oso.. A wk later den ours. Means teoh n his fren n ting cant follow mi bak2bw on 9th.. Haih.. How can dis b happenin2mi?! Nw hav2find ppl2follow mi bak plak.. Ade ask yilun,he hasnt bought bus tix yet,but jz d two of us? For sure his gf dun like,aldo i know his gf.. Haih.. Out of sudden where can i 5 anthr 1 to follow mi? Headache, headache.... Hopefully everythin wil turn out well... Hopefully..

Duno y when i wake up jz nw,i hav d urge of goin bak pg dis friday,after celebratin JY's bday..im thinkin if i wana board bus right aftr d celebrtn,i sud pack lightly.. But den i nid2brin bak hp charger (dat's a mst!) n my mst important posession,my lappie! Haih.. Mayb i sud left my lappie2d care of my roomie in order2travel light.. T.T BUT if i go bak dis weekend,i hv no time2do al my tuts n study4my sjes3466 test! I wont b bringin bak al those notes,of cz! Nid2lighten my load,remember? Mayb IF i manage2finis al my tuts by 2day,n bring bak only d notes which wil b tested,den al my worries wil b gone! But wil i b able2finis al in sud a short time? I hv 5 tuts in total! N al 5 werent dat easy.. Gosh... Such a headache! Mayb i sud seek mum's opinion.. BUT if i ask hdr bt dis, she'l sae, 'nonid come bak la.. Troublesome nia..' *sigh~ So,back to my Q.. Sud i go bak or sud i not?

Again, duno y, i found myself missin him again.. Im not sure whthr i stil luv him, but 4sure,i felt hurt when he accidentally/intentionally sae/did sumtin bad to mi.. For sure my tears almst drop whenever it happens.. Wheneva i almst succeed in 4gettin 'our' matter, sumthin wil creep up n make mi remember 'our' matter again. Sigh~ headache... Sudnt think bt it anymor.. Sleep beta...

Gone thru a long tiring day 2day.. Classes start 4m 10am -1pm nonstop,den 2pm til 7.30pm wiv 3 an hrs break within dat period. N LUCKILY MY TEST WENT WEL! Finish in within 5min! :) Had 2 packet of maggi mee n 1 wholemeal bun 4dinner.. Im so hungry,dat's y can eat alot. N bcz of ro mac downstairs din pump in water n anthr 1 rosak,i hv2walk al d way2 blk A 4 refilling drinkable RO water. Den bt 9sumtin,went down2c d jrs dance. Haih.. Suppse2z at 12midnite, but kept on watchin tvb drama til nw only willin to stop. Aldo im TIRED,but duno y i dun feel like retreat early. -.-" Now,duno y i felt a sharp pain at my lower left side of my tummy. It cant b at d apendx, apendx sud b on d rite side, rite? Haih.. Nw sleepy,no matter how pain it is oso mst bear.. If gt worst,2ml 'visit' uh only 'lorrr'.....

Yday (13th jan) nite was a boring, lonely n cold for mi.. Din noe y.. Felt EXTREMELY COLD N LONELY.. Mayb cz roomie not in,'sum1' jual mahal, n coursemates normally dun bother wat i did on weekends cz assumed i've been fully booked by othr frens.. After gettin bored4watchin drama whole aftrnoon n dun feel like doin tutorials,went2 d cc at 4th flr 2 online.. BUT den, dat DARN line DAMN slow.. I cudnt acces any sites at al, cudnt blog,n I CUDNT JAM AT ALL! Gek sei a... N hav2pay rm3 4 ntg.. So nw alone in d room,bloggin usin my hp. Luckily can blog2'release' my frus n lonelines.. So sien til i din noe wat2aftr writin dis.. Dun feel like watchin drama anymore NOR DOIN ANY TUTORIALS. Mayb i sud go 2bed nw.. Haih~